Freaky Friday Night

It’s saturday already, and the place that im at right now has started to feel like home! Going back to yesterday which was like just bout an hour ago, things went on pretty well, though i still dont really remember what happened, except for the team lunch, yet the feeling that a good weekend has spawned has got my spirits riding high Everything was perfect, ok, just about perfect and im glad i could say that after having got onto this rollercoaster ride called career after having completed my B.E.
Now i finally feel that im getting somewhere, and beginning to understand the nuances of things that happen in the office world. I wouldn’t say that i fit in well, nor would i say that its a mismatch. Right now, im just trying to keep things simple, as simple as they can get, just spending time & effort observing what seem like opportunities to learn and grow. After having completed my HSC, i seemed to have lost myself, the serious self atleast. Having fooled around for four years in the furnace of engineering, i now understand the many missed oppurtunites that have gone by. Things that slipped out of my hand which, had i been a lil bit serious back then, would have definitely proved to be gold!
Its never too late, and i just hope that i concentrate on the road that lies ahead of me. To make sure i attain my goal, and do whatever’s necessary to BE what i always wanted to. Time to head home in a while, sleep is taking me hostage, hopefully the dawn holds a new surprise

Can’t help falling in Love – Part II

Its amusing that a pointless part-I should have a sequel but here it is.

I happened to have the pleasant misfortune of having lost my heart to someone & ever since then ive developed many of the symptoms that one would use to diagnose me with the L syndrome. The details seem unnecessary here because i dont really kno myself what got me into this! Was i destined to fall prey to cupid’s arsenal? who knows! Was it chance? no idea!

I’m kind of stuck between what i should be feeling & what i think i am feeling. Though ive (thankfully) had a strong 6th sense, which has on many counts helped me make the right choice between things, this time, as is with everyone, all of my senses have left me, gone numb, succumbed to the mystic aura of love!

So what exactly are we in, when we say we are in love? Is it the summing up of the nice warm feelings that run ablaze each time that ‘someone’ starts to linger around us in thoughts or in reality? For most its the totality of affection, support, comfort & togetherness portrayed in actions & words. However it is very easy to confuse it with infatuation. To be able to distinguish between then two is difficult for the symptoms are alike, if not the same. This is when i go with my heart, trusting the pureness of its feelings to lead me through this unknown that one may never be able to describe.

What will happen next is mystery, & the lesser i know or be foretold about it the better, just to keep it going,  letting life take its course. There’ll never be a Love for Dummies guidebook because love isnt a step by step procedure, its a journey of self-discovery, where we not only discover what we think love is, but also discover just exactly, what love is !